tarynitup

A fucking “cord cutting”? Am I fucking insane?!

No, but I’m tired of hurting.

Hurting over something that wasn’t real, someone that lied to me so much.

Finding out they were still hanging out with the person prior to me and talking to the girl that made him look like he shit his pants when she came up to us at stereo live… it was funny because he had no idea I’m friends with her 😂 & today we finally talked about it and she said how she met him and I was just fucking done. The account he used to get stuff for us that I didn’t know about.. that account that would have been cheating if it were me.

One of the funniest things is how much closer they are to someone they could ask the truth from, and they would lose their mind if they knew 😂 I found out about it super recently, but it’s still funny as fuck.

Having them lie to me about getting diesel…

I just truly want to forget them. It’s the only way this pain will stop. Any love from the was a lie.

So, am I thinking about a metaphorical but witch ritual to cut the invisible string that has always felt like it would always lead back to them?

Absolutely.