tarynitup

We decided to keep trying. I’m done acting like we didn’t.

I always hoped they’d be here when my life went back to normal. Good things are happening because I worked hard on myself and I genuinely changed and I tried with everything I had. You can’t do life alone. I tried to get them to see I couldn’t fix it, but I was there to love them through it.

Now I’m closing the chapter of my life that has been the hardest. The last year, the fallout really starting when I lost my job. They should fucking be here.

My insecurities are flaring.