tarynitup

I’ve listened to way too much of Taylor Swift recently- but the reason swifties listen to her so much is she’s so fucking relatable. She sings about a multi year situationship that she ran back to after her long term relationship ended.

I left the situationship I was in for a relationship I poured all of my hope into. One so fucking similar to Taylor’s relationship with Joe. Private, on & off, her wondering if he wanted to be there… referring to him as Peter… waiting at the altar for him to grow up..

I ran back to the situationship after I was hurt, and if location hadn’t been an issue, things would have been different, but I ended up being the one that caused them pain in the end.

You hear the references in her songs and you only truly know if you’ve felt it. Feeling like a broken toy, fuck it if I can’t have him, feeling like they were sent by the universe to make you pay for any person you ever hurt.

My 3 week situationship hurting me more than it should have because they were good at pretending to be an adult and then had massive drinking and drug problems and goes 60mph towards a parked car when they’re told no-

I need to switch music choices