tarynitup

This pain is a new pain. (Great, another one)

I’ve never felt like my life was seen as a joke like this. I never thought someone that I loved would get joy out of hurting me on purpose just to be mean.

Mother’s Day fucking hurt. I needed them and they yelled at me for being upset. The day after Mother’s Day crushed me. They had said the things they said they’d try to not say anymore. I respected wobble rocks. I would have respected ubbi for them.

Now, they’re rubbing EVERYTHING in my face to where I’m scared to hear anything they have to say because the last time I did, it caused this and I lost the entire rest of my day.

Just because you don’t love someone and you’re over it and you don’t care does NOT mean you’re not immensely loved by that person still. Going out of your way to hurt them is just fucking cruel.