tarynitup

And they’ve been asking for you to let them go- you have to do it.

Don’t break their heart because they have every reason to not want to be with you and it hurts them to hurt you.

Like t swift said-

I broke my own heart because you were too polite to do it.

Letting someone go when it goes against everything you believe, no matter how much you scream the truth they need… letting them go is the most selfless act of love you can do.

It’s my final grand gesture of love.

I love you enough to see you happy in life without me.

Looking back, the person that woke my heart up was Adam. It wasn’t that there was anything wrong with anyone else… there was just something about him. We understood each other, talked without words, showed up for each other emotionally, and laughed so damn much. For so long, I thought that Cory was the love of my life… but he wasn’t. I can’t truthfully say that what I felt for him was love. He figured out what I wanted and turned into it, so what did I love? Adam.. he was real. So many universal timing weird things, running into him at EDC in fucking VEGAS and then going off to pixel forest and bawling and then Here With Me comes on…

If I could turn back time….