tarynitup

I saw your picture. I threw up. Not out of disgust… but out of pain. And it was only the thumbnail. A footnote of a picture, if you will. I used to be haunted by the images of you and how you made me feel. Now, I don’t let myself remember what your face looks… Continue reading

A fucking “cord cutting”? Am I fucking insane?! No, but I’m tired of hurting. Hurting over something that wasn’t real, someone that lied to me so much. Finding out they were still hanging out with the person prior to me and talking to the girl that made him look like he shit his pants when… Continue reading

I’m doing so well at work, but… I’m moving and I’m so happy about it, but… I’m happy, I think, but…. I’m still holding my breath… & I’m truly worried I will continue to hold it until I die. Continue reading

I’ve beaten my head senseless for the last few months. Correction. Last 2 years. Now, with every good memory, a painful one comes with it. I really needed them about my dad, but the absolute silence I got reminded me that they were only there when they got to sleep with me with no effort.… Continue reading

Is it because I couldn’t afford for you to live with me without working? Did I get too excited about being close to you? Why do you keep leaving me for these women you haven’t even met yet Why do you keep doing it without saying goodbye Why do you get mad when I find… Continue reading