tarynitup

A blog about my real ass life and all of the adventures in it.


it’s either confidence or cockiness…

You know that feeling where you feel “good” and you’re just like, F&CK yea! I don’t need you, I don’t need this, I’m worth that… etc.

That’s usually when the universe

kicks.

my.

ass.

I’m going to forget that all of my intuitions tell me I’m going to end up face-to-fucking-face with him.

I’m going to forget to worry about things I cannot control.

I’m going to be grateful that I have a 7 day vacation, even if 3 of those days are spent in a car from DFW to Vegas. (I’m a nice friend/bestie letting me stay in the other bed in his room/I only had to buy my ticket to the festival…so I wasn’t going to make him drive by himself. plus, i get to see the grand canyon, so fair trade)

I’m going to be thankful that I wake up every day. I’m going to be thankful for the people that choose to be in my life, and thankful that the people that do not want to be are not around me. I’m going to be thankful for the ability to feel sad, because once you become numb, there is nothing worse.

So I’m going to take the good as it comes, the bad as it comes, not get too cocky, ego check myself, and let the universe work it’s glorious magic. Every time I try and de-rail it, it’s a disaster… so I am going to just manifest the universe’s beautiful plan. It is what it is, and what it will be.



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