tarynitup

And I’m thankful for it. It’s something that takes up time in my day and distracts me from all of this. Outside of work, I talked to no one besides my kids and my mom. No friends, no Cory, nobody I even disliked. My social media is turned off because I don’t even feel like… Continue reading

A smile that started force became easy because I accepted/learned: 1. They were leaving before your problems were out or happened. 2. I did the best I could and I loved with everything I had. 3. If they wanted to be in my life, they would be. 4. I’ll never know if anything happened, &… Continue reading

We struggle for closure. For some reason… we just HAVE to understand. Sometimes. As I get older, I’ve learned people are able to walk away with no closure, sometimes never understanding. The hardest thing you’ll ever do is forgive someone that isn’t sorry. They think I’m a monster, and maybe now I am. Where there… Continue reading

Any home video you watch of me- before I do anything… I counted to be ready. Not 1,2,3 or 3,2,1 – 2,3,2, go! Jump, step, step back- go at 2. little t, you deserved to go at 3. they didn’t correct your counting. They didn’t see that you were telling them, before you even knew,… Continue reading

is the song on taylor swifts new album that hit me the hardest. I sing all of them all the time, except that one. The last 2 or so years, there was a part in another TS song that I felt pretty hard when I heard it… kind of the same way ‘dear reader’ did.… Continue reading