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Maybe one day I’ll feel different
https://spotify.link/kep5bTr83Jb Maybe one day, my hatred or whatever this burning anger is will be gone. Maybe one day I’ll be able to let myself remember the way your face looks, or how your name looks. Maybe one day I’ll be able to look back on us and not feel like I was a favorite child’s… Continue reading
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nightmares
I rarely dream. It’s something that I’ve had mixed feelings about for the last few years. I’m not sure if it’s smoking before bed or what… but I didn’t dream. Until recently.. And what once was just solid black sleep has started turning into night terrors. Not just bad dreams where you feel icky and… Continue reading
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they weren’t there
When I had the fucked up thought of “when they check in and decide they want to be with me, I’ll stop all of this because I know I’m not alone” and as wrong as that was, I still didn’t feel like they were in it, I felt like I was going to fall flat… Continue reading
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My new best friend
I get so lonely, especially at night. This is the longest I’ve gone without a dog in my entire life. I was going to adopt an older dog, but then I came across one that was free, born on the eclipse, and super sweet. So, everyone- meet Zed 🥰 Continue reading
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kick rocks
Desperately trying to reset my brain and try to erase a chunk of my life got a lot easier when I was standing in the middle of realization-ville. They wanted me home, to be happy for them when they took a trip I really was hurt over trying to plan for them previously, and I… Continue reading
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