tarynitup

For a while I was wondering “why is this so confusing and scary for being so non-toxic” and then finally was like ohhhh it’s scary because it’s not toxic and that’s all you know. got it. Nobody talks about how hard it is to care about someone or be in any kind of relationship after… Continue reading

I tried to understand that heartbreak for months. I tried to understand how something that felt so real couldn’t be… real. I missed someone knowing what I was going to say before I said it, knowing how I was feeling even if i didn’t want them to, just finding my person. all the previous ones-… Continue reading

I really was starting to think I was just doomed forever, haha in a non-dramatic way. I thought I was going to be dis-interested within minutes with every person I’d meet.. until I wasn’t. Unexpected, as usual, here comes this sweet and quiet, blonde-haired, very blue eyed boy. Prefers to listen instead of talk (makes… Continue reading

My therapist loves to ask what I’d tell my childhood self…. and until now, I was unable to answer. So if I could go back, I’d say- You’re going to always be surrounded by people that are sad or unhappy, and it’s okay. It’s not your job to fix everyone. Your shoulders are not the… Continue reading