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the last couple of months, i’ve started to remember more and more of things that have happened that i’ve shoved down… and to top it off, now there’s a national murder case on trial that is bringing up even more. i ended 2017/started 2018 crying on the bathroom floor every. single. night as the shower… Continue reading
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when you thought your post was going to be a different topic…
does it make me a hypocrite or a hopeful person to sit here and post an instagram post about how you shouldn’t face things alone… as i feel the most alone i’ve felt in a long time? a post about anxiety support… as i’m drowning in anxiety that nobody fully even knows… it’s been a… Continue reading
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when a shooting star finally has to land
wouldn’t it be nice if we could just make things… simple? if creativity just flowed out like a natural river if you could physically pop thought bubbles and make the thoughts disappear if you could just tell yourself what you’re worth and you believe it? When we were kids, we believed things that were way… Continue reading
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did 2 wrongs actually lead to a right?
think of the people in your life that mean the most to you. the most loyal, the ones that understand YOU, the ones that show up time after time as they battle their own fight with life. how many of those people came easy? as an adult, you won’t have a large number. when did… Continue reading
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the one who got me here
Tonight, I was taking a shower and I didn’t see it at the time, but I was preparing for a ‘cry from the soul’ shower. My birthday being a couple of days ago and it being the first one without my dad, I was like “oh, ok, time to randomly grieve… cool” and I truly… Continue reading
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from me to you
Lately, I haven’t written as much as I usually have over the last 4 years. first- let’s acknowledge that I- this person that thought I had no gift or special ability and have the attention span of a peanut- have consistently blogged about my feelings for 4 years… on a public page. i’ll high-five myself,… Continue reading
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the things nobody tells you but should- pt 2.
if your parent dies, you have to file their taxes. (i don’t make the rules) people would rather live in a delusional world where they don’t have to admit they’re wrong than hurt someone they care about it’s okay to admit that someone that died wasn’t good to you all of the time. shit, it’s… Continue reading
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the things nobody tells you but everyone needs to know
the sooner you learn that you are the common denominator in all of your problems, the easier your life becomes (once the aftershock is over, of course) the trauma you ignore will seep into every aspect of your life before you know it- so address it you are not responsible for WHAT people do to… Continue reading
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i’m getting tired, even for a phoenix
Each time I told the truth and it wasn’t believed… “stop, you’re losing me…stop, you’re losing me… i can’t find a pulse, my heart won’t start anymore…for you…cause you’re losing me…” They sat there and told me they knew they couldn’t tell me I was wrong without knowing the whole story… but they chose someone… Continue reading
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this isn’t rent free
What do I have to do to get you out of my head? Why are you still here, taking up space in every thing I do… I walk around feeling like half of a person, and fully ready to accept feeling like that for the rest of my life. Why. How is my heart still… Continue reading
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