tarynitup

A blog about my real ass life and all of the adventures in it.


  • My new best friend

    I get so lonely, especially at night. This is the longest I’ve gone without a dog in my entire life. I was going to adopt an older dog, but then I came across one that was free, born on the eclipse, and super sweet. So, everyone- meet Zed 🥰 Continue reading

  • kick rocks

    Desperately trying to reset my brain and try to erase a chunk of my life got a lot easier when I was standing in the middle of realization-ville. They wanted me home, to be happy for them when they took a trip I really was hurt over trying to plan for them previously, and I… Continue reading

  • Why did I ever want that?

    I used to genuinely think they were a good person. Now, I just see a self-centered person that is hurting and will continue to hurt people that love them until they look at themselves. Over the last 2 months, I knew I was starting to not like them as a person, and I tried to… Continue reading

  • i’m getting tired, even for a phoenix

    Each time I told the truth and it wasn’t believed… “stop, you’re losing me…stop, you’re losing me… i can’t find a pulse, my heart won’t start anymore…for you…cause you’re losing me…” They sat there and told me they knew they couldn’t tell me I was wrong without knowing the whole story… but they chose someone… Continue reading

  • Vibes in Cali

    A year ago, I went to a reggae festival in Long Beach. I’m not usually into that music, I don’t go out of what I have listened to, new music gives me anxiety because I don’t know the lyrics or the beat or anything about the artists, so I feel like I should do a… Continue reading