tarynitup

A blog about my real ass life and all of the adventures in it.

  • Living rent-free in my brain

    The last few months have been such a blur, it wasn’t until I was trying to explain to someone the things that happened this summer. So many things hit me at once… the first and last thing being that the one person I thought would always be in my life isn’t around, and wasn’t ever… Continue reading

  • I have to remind myself to breathe

    And I’m thankful for it. It’s something that takes up time in my day and distracts me from all of this. Outside of work, I talked to no one besides my kids and my mom. No friends, no Cory, nobody I even disliked. My social media is turned off because I don’t even feel like… Continue reading

  • Pictures

    A smile that started force became easy because I accepted/learned: 1. They were leaving before your problems were out or happened. 2. I did the best I could and I loved with everything I had. 3. If they wanted to be in my life, they would be. 4. I’ll never know if anything happened, &… Continue reading

  • What I think vs what I know

    We struggle for closure. For some reason… we just HAVE to understand. Sometimes. As I get older, I’ve learned people are able to walk away with no closure, sometimes never understanding. The hardest thing you’ll ever do is forgive someone that isn’t sorry. They think I’m a monster, and maybe now I am. Where there… Continue reading

  • 2,3,2, GO!

    Any home video you watch of me- before I do anything… I counted to be ready. Not 1,2,3 or 3,2,1 – 2,3,2, go! Jump, step, step back- go at 2. little t, you deserved to go at 3. they didn’t correct your counting. They didn’t see that you were telling them, before you even knew,… Continue reading