tarynitup

If you had told me 2 years ago that I’d be moving out of this apartment and feeling this way, I would have thought you were crazy. If someone came up to me and said “you’re going to have the hardest times of your life in this apartment, mainly this room, and you’re going to… Continue reading

Self-awareness is weird. It’s hard. It’s hard to know that you’re being toxic or that you notice signs of others being toxic, but you never are fully sure how to fix it. Therapy is overwhelming, which is why I stopped… I couldn’t handle being aware of my past issues showing up in my current situations… Continue reading

Anxiety isn’t something a lot of people live with daily. People get anxious, sure… but general and daily anxiety- not everyone gets it. Not everyone gets that some days, it feels like you’re trying to constantly outrun a monster that’s trying to steal every last ounce of air in the world. Your chest gets tight,… Continue reading

For a while I was wondering “why is this so confusing and scary for being so non-toxic” and then finally was like ohhhh it’s scary because it’s not toxic and that’s all you know. got it. Nobody talks about how hard it is to care about someone or be in any kind of relationship after… Continue reading

I tried to understand that heartbreak for months. I tried to understand how something that felt so real couldn’t be… real. I missed someone knowing what I was going to say before I said it, knowing how I was feeling even if i didn’t want them to, just finding my person. all the previous ones-… Continue reading