tarynitup

A blog about my real ass life and all of the adventures in it.


  • accepting how you are sucks sometimes…

    Anxiety isn’t something a lot of people live with daily. People get anxious, sure… but general and daily anxiety- not everyone gets it. Not everyone gets that some days, it feels like you’re trying to constantly outrun a monster that’s trying to steal every last ounce of air in the world. Your chest gets tight,… Continue reading

  • have you ever wanted to just punch yourself in the head?

    For a while I was wondering “why is this so confusing and scary for being so non-toxic” and then finally was like ohhhh it’s scary because it’s not toxic and that’s all you know. got it. Nobody talks about how hard it is to care about someone or be in any kind of relationship after… Continue reading

  • & kept happening…

    I tried to understand that heartbreak for months. I tried to understand how something that felt so real couldn’t be… real. I missed someone knowing what I was going to say before I said it, knowing how I was feeling even if i didn’t want them to, just finding my person. all the previous ones-… Continue reading

  • & then it happened…

    I really was starting to think I was just doomed forever, haha in a non-dramatic way. I thought I was going to be dis-interested within minutes with every person I’d meet.. until I wasn’t. Unexpected, as usual, here comes this sweet and quiet, blonde-haired, very blue eyed boy. Prefers to listen instead of talk (makes… Continue reading

  • Protected: doses, mimosas, and wheelies away from feelies

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