tarynitup

I hated that so much at first. Idiot. Leaving austin, we stopped at a cupcake truck. I feel so dumb now for it, but I got so excited about doing his laundry. You don’t have to have the same love language as your partner, you just have to know what it is. We also give… Continue reading

For 2023, this day would take the cake as the worst. Family alone, without a relationship, really showed me that it’s not about family. It’s about who wants to be decent to you and love you and listen to you and be considerate about you. I was supposed to have both girls Wednesday night. Shane… Continue reading

Glazed blueberry cake donut. Snickerdoodle. Short or long adventure. Funny noises. Bath time. Rock waterfall. Ooh girl. One man band. Hammocks. Sandboxes. Sending songs all day. Nose scrunches. Laughs and “you’re a happy girl aren’t you”. Donuts. Cupcakes. Airports. Flowers. Laundry stains. Boogers. Teaching how electricity works. How to spit up something. random feet tattoos.… Continue reading

Limbo mode is the most uncomfortable place. People begging me to see it. This morning, I woke up with a text from my friend saying this- You didn’t lose the love of your life—you lost a parasite that was draining the life out of you. Narcissists aren’t soulmates; they are predators in disguise, and understanding… Continue reading

For months, I have beaten myself senseless emotionally and I have run my body physically into the ground to try and heal/let you go/find myself/get out of bed and you have thrown comments at me about flavors of the week. How stupid you’d feel if you knew that I lost days in the summer staying… Continue reading