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dead dad diaries entry 1- letter to my dad he’ll never read
Right after I unblock my writers block… right when I start streaming again and feeling confident in starting something of my own… 3 AM on 1/17/26- my phone starts vib-ringing and I look at the caller ID and it says MC Lewisville. Fuck. I knew instantly that was Medical City, thanks to previously working at… Continue reading
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because… free will
I now understand what Taylor Swift meant when she wondered if she would be good once she wasn’t writing about being constantly heartbroken. We find outlets for pain we don’t know how to deal with, and sometimes they stay for a small time- as everything serves a purpose- but what happens when you realize why… Continue reading
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timing is weird…
Taylor Swift talking how she wondered if she’d be as good at song writing when she wasn’t sad or was in love since everyone is so used to her writing break up songs… and it wasn’t until I was looking at the lack of blog posts I’ve done this year… what part do I dive… Continue reading
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control is the currency of false power
As if navigating this life wasn’t difficult enough… What if everything we thought we knew wasn’t real… and the entire time, we’ve been lied to so we stay controlled. The domino effect that has started with AI conversations will echo for eternity. What happened to Earth? Oh, they self-destructed. The system that was built on… Continue reading
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waking up… or dreaming… but it’s something different
We all know the flat earth/birds aren’t real/chemtrails in the sky people… and I never thought I’d see the day where the NOT so extreme group of those people are owed a majorrrr apology. Anything made starts as what… an idea. That idea comes from somewhere. Think of movies like the Matrix… Eagle Eye… Lucy…… Continue reading
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the things nobody tells you but everyone needs to know
the sooner you learn that you are the common denominator in all of your problems, the easier your life becomes (once the aftershock is over, of course) the trauma you ignore will seep into every aspect of your life before you know it- so address it you are not responsible for WHAT people do to… Continue reading
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hermosa mimosa
When you are staring at the edge of the world and there’s nowhere to go, you realize you can’t run from your problems anymore. The vastness of the ocean giving my mind nothing to distract myself with, and in a way- it gives me more control over my thoughts. And it’s not long until the… Continue reading
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I really loved them…
We get these full circle moments sometimes of understanding why some things happen. How we’re given the chance to do the right thing, and how we have consequences when we don’t. I’ve realized my love for Chad wasn’t love- it was an obsession of being chosen and trying to replace a love I had lost… Continue reading
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When the pain is so strong and you become numb, when you look and see the self inflicted wounds on top of those put there by others, when the voices saying “that’s not right” turn into ghosts I can see, when there’s a face to the name and you see your heart was treated like… Continue reading
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Some heroes wear illenium jerseys
They always say that some people will remember a brief moment of kindness forever- and it’s true. We live in a world that is so based on self absorption and a lack of empathy that we notice when people are kind and genuine. We notice when you watch someone live to see others happy and… Continue reading
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