tarynitup

A blog about my real ass life and all of the adventures in it.


  • hermosa mimosa

    When you are staring at the edge of the world and there’s nowhere to go, you realize you can’t run from your problems anymore. The vastness of the ocean giving my mind nothing to distract myself with, and in a way- it gives me more control over my thoughts. And it’s not long until the… Continue reading

  • I really loved them…

    We get these full circle moments sometimes of understanding why some things happen. How we’re given the chance to do the right thing, and how we have consequences when we don’t. I’ve realized my love for Cory wasn’t love- it was an obsession of being chosen and trying to replace a love I had lost… Continue reading

  • Insert title here.

    When the pain is so strong and you become numb, when you look and see the self inflicted wounds on top of those put there by others, when the voices saying “that’s not right” turn into ghosts I can see, when there’s a face to the name and you see your heart was treated like… Continue reading

  • Some heroes wear illenium jerseys

    They always say that some people will remember a brief moment of kindness forever- and it’s true. We live in a world that is so based on self absorption and a lack of empathy that we notice when people are kind and genuine. We notice when you watch someone live to see others happy and… Continue reading

  • if you do it, do it right

    I don’t think anyone’s ready to start life over at level -30. Even if you prepare a little bit… you have no idea the life that you’re about to have. How could you know though… The end of 2020 seems like such a blur that i truly forget sometimes that it happened. I get so… Continue reading