Reading the text right before midnight told me I made the right choice driving away from their house. I decided to go find a drink, and I walked in at 11:56. Got the text before midnight- and I promised myself I’d never believe fake love and fake future plans again. Never will let someone in… Continue reading

And they’ve been asking for you to let them go- you have to do it. Don’t break their heart because they have every reason to not want to be with you and it hurts them to hurt you. Like t swift said- I broke my own heart because you were too polite to do it.… Continue reading

This pain is a new pain. (Great, another one) I’ve never felt like my life was seen as a joke like this. I never thought someone that I loved would get joy out of hurting me on purpose just to be mean. Mother’s Day fucking hurt. I needed them and they yelled at me for… Continue reading

When you get out of something, you start to see it for what it truly was. Doing a FaceTime call with my friend in Denver, she said “we’re in healthcare, we will always see the good in people first” and it clicked, she was right. By nature, I look for the good and I try… Continue reading

For a person who hated being alone… I’ve learned to quite like it. I’ve attempted to date. Only one person making it longer than a month. Even my bloodwork showed extremely low vitamin D. (I’m actually serious, my vitamin d level was at 15 and I have to take a weekly supplement but it made… Continue reading

I’ll never forget that night. I’ll never figure out how someone could know me so well about some things but be so completely wrong about other things that are just as important…usually based off of an assumption or a previous person. I ignored so many signs along the way, and that’s where the accountability is… Continue reading

I was already nervous about going into an office full of women. Adding becoming roommates with my boss didn’t help. Add that my other 2 counter parts are way young and once they became besties, became bullies but crying out that theyre being personally attacked when asked for accountability- and one got waitlisted for PA… Continue reading

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An anxious attachment meets a fearful avoidant. My unhealthy relationship with my dad being the cause of my anxious attachment… he was only around for short periods of time so I mimicked that anxious love into adult relationships until i started therapy and admitting my relationship with my dad was unhealthy, not just hurtful. An… Continue reading

One day, maybe someone I help won’t leave. Maybe one day, I won’t be a stepping stone in someone’s life to help teach them a lesson (good or bad) to move on to their real life. Like when you play a game on practice mode, unlimited chances. Let’s just go figure out how to get… Continue reading