tarynitup

A blog about my real ass life and all of the adventures in it.


  • Insert title here.

    When the pain is so strong and you become numb, when you look and see the self inflicted wounds on top of those put there by others, when the voices saying “that’s not right” turn into ghosts I can see, when there’s a face to the name and you see your heart was treated like… Continue reading

  • Some heroes wear illenium jerseys

    They always say that some people will remember a brief moment of kindness forever- and it’s true. We live in a world that is so based on self absorption and a lack of empathy that we notice when people are kind and genuine. We notice when you watch someone live to see others happy and… Continue reading

  • if you do it, do it right

    I don’t think anyone’s ready to start life over at level -30. Even if you prepare a little bit… you have no idea the life that you’re about to have. How could you know though… The end of 2020 seems like such a blur that i truly forget sometimes that it happened. I get so… Continue reading

  • 2024

    Reading the text right before midnight told me I made the right choice driving away from their house. I decided to go find a drink, and I walked in at 11:56. Got the text before midnight- and I promised myself I’d never believe fake love and fake future plans again. Never will let someone in… Continue reading

  • When you love someone

    And they’ve been asking for you to let them go- you have to do it. Don’t break their heart because they have every reason to not want to be with you and it hurts them to hurt you. Like t swift said- I broke my own heart because you were too polite to do it.… Continue reading