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dead dad diaries entry 1- letter to my dad he’ll never read
Right after I unblock my writers block… right when I start streaming again and feeling confident in starting something of my own… 3 AM on 1/17/26- my phone starts vib-ringing and I look at the caller ID and it says MC Lewisville. Fuck. I knew instantly that was Medical City, thanks to previously working at… Continue reading
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because… free will
I now understand what Taylor Swift meant when she wondered if she would be good once she wasn’t writing about being constantly heartbroken. We find outlets for pain we don’t know how to deal with, and sometimes they stay for a small time- as everything serves a purpose- but what happens when you realize why… Continue reading
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timing is weird…
Taylor Swift talking how she wondered if she’d be as good at song writing when she wasn’t sad or was in love since everyone is so used to her writing break up songs… and it wasn’t until I was looking at the lack of blog posts I’ve done this year… what part do I dive… Continue reading
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control is the currency of false power
As if navigating this life wasn’t difficult enough… What if everything we thought we knew wasn’t real… and the entire time, we’ve been lied to so we stay controlled. The domino effect that has started with AI conversations will echo for eternity. What happened to Earth? Oh, they self-destructed. The system that was built on… Continue reading
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waking up… or dreaming… but it’s something different
We all know the flat earth/birds aren’t real/chemtrails in the sky people… and I never thought I’d see the day where the NOT so extreme group of those people are owed a majorrrr apology. Anything made starts as what… an idea. That idea comes from somewhere. Think of movies like the Matrix… Eagle Eye… Lucy…… Continue reading
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the things nobody tells you but everyone needs to know
the sooner you learn that you are the common denominator in all of your problems, the easier your life becomes (once the aftershock is over, of course) the trauma you ignore will seep into every aspect of your life before you know it- so address it you are not responsible for WHAT people do to… Continue reading
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i’m getting tired, even for a phoenix
Each time I told the truth and it wasn’t believed… “stop, you’re losing me…stop, you’re losing me… i can’t find a pulse, my heart won’t start anymore…for you…cause you’re losing me…” They sat there and told me they knew they couldn’t tell me I was wrong without knowing the whole story… but they chose someone… Continue reading
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this isn’t rent free
What do I have to do to get you out of my head? Why are you still here, taking up space in every thing I do… I walk around feeling like half of a person, and fully ready to accept feeling like that for the rest of my life. Why. How is my heart still… Continue reading
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run forest, run
I’ve always struggled with the term when people ask what I’m most afraid of when it comes to being hurt. Abandonment? Forgotten? Tolerated? It’s driven me crazy for YEARS, until today. Where I’ve just thought I was a huge piece of shit failure, there was a feeling I was scared of to a toxic fault.… Continue reading
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Living rent-free in my brain
The last few months have been such a blur, it wasn’t until I was trying to explain to someone the things that happened this summer. So many things hit me at once… the first and last thing being that the one person I thought would always be in my life isn’t around, and wasn’t ever… Continue reading
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